Life After Firefly

 A former life of space and cowboys, reavers and companions. A former life that ended in pain for the player and a sense of distrust in others. Drifting through existence like a leaf on the wind. That life is over. And the past posts is like a former life, a past life that formed my world today. 

Feel free to read the past posts but for now on, its all about Beladonna Kintsugi. Glued together by gold. 


~The Player


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