Note from Player

Recently, I have found out that someone I would rather not read my character blog has been doing just that. And since I know now, I feel uninspired to write in the Livejournal blog I started with Belize. So, since I already had a gmail account under her name, I decided to do the blog. 

Granted, I am doing this at 2am after much thought. So my brainpower isnt exactly 100%. No witty remarks or anything. 

Hopefully tomorrow, after I let others know, it will be more expressive. 

Sorry for the inconvenience of the move. But I am sure you all agree this may be the best move for me. 

I will minimally post on the LJ one. Not juicy news. Just little news to keep him from bugging me about it. 

Thanks!
Bel's Player. 

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